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12/12/2010

Gawd! I've abandoned my blog to rotten for more than 2 months. Been working my days out digging and searching for extra income. Life just become more busy. Monday until Sunday without knowing rest. Somehow there always one thing that keep me move on. ^^ Learning to wake up early in the morning.

Guess wad! Tonight i'm gonna be flying back Kuching! Hey mom, miss me not? Lol. Its been nearly a year since i step my foot back in hometown.

This 2 months, i learn a lot. It's nothing about learning other people. It's more about learning about yourself. The society itself. I've been here 2 years and this is the first time i developed skills. I've been working and working and working. There's always something new in everything you try.

Talking about 'Love'. Well this is something people they should experience themselves. I'm falling deeply. ^^

Oops talking about finals. Nothing much to comment about that. Been working my ass out for money and also my studies. Just hope my results are good this semester.

That all for today. My flight: 8.30pm. Gonna start packing my stuff.

-Peace Out-
Posted by Liong™

04/09/2010

Its been so long since i blog. Having a hard time to blog and online ever since i start living my life at rent house. Damn TM. Cause their service sucks! We have been waiting for months and what the heck, yesterday then those technician came to fix and install the phone. They said next week they will come and install streamyx and lets just hope that's not another empty promise.

Guess what? I got myself stomache again. Not sure its gastric or diarrhea. I've been releasing liquid form of waste these days and luckily today its not in liquid form anymore. Daim. Wish if my mom was here, she would bring me to clinics instead to PKU which stands for Pusat Kesihatan Universiti which they gave the the same meds even tho it's the second time i went there because their stupid meds have no intention in curing sickness.

Just feel so unlucky this semester cause all sorts of accidents coming all together. I feel like a time bomb now waiting for time to explode before insanity take over. Used up all my pt money supposing+ly for my studies, they are all gone to replace my laptop screen. Even if i have to say that everything happen for reasons, but still this semester really sucks for me. I called my mom the other day asking her for some money, feeling sorry tho but then i got accuse of going to club for drinks or something when i used up the money to pay bills and stuffs. I can't believe that myself but can't blame anyone too cause my mom can't see wad im doing here. When i starve myself to save those money end up having stomach pain.

Those are all challenges. Just have to blame myself for being naughty and gave bad impression to the old and wise one. ^^

Friends? Let's rewind back what Nat told me the other day: 'Quality matters over quantity'. What can i say? Even good guys they can stab u at the back. Its like wearing mask like most of the people said or we can describe them as hypocrite. At first it does hurts, but in time, those things they are not worth to be think of anymore. Meaning: They don't matters anymore. I've been living my life in this corrupted world for long. Seen all sorts of people we describe them as friends. But true friends sometimes can be a myth or fairy tales. I know who my true friends are and i appreciate them. I really do. ^^ 'Love is patient and love is kind, love is not jealous'.

Anyway, shitting my craps long enough and i guess that's the most to it. (Sorry for my bad words cause i'm used to it) Wishing the good for the future.

-Peace Out-
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Selamat Hari Raya! ^^

First of All:

I want to wish all my friends that celebrate raya a

Selamat Hari Raya!

Take care during the holidays guys and see you guys after holiday. ^^

-Peace Out-
Posted by Liong™

08 August 2010 (11.07pm)

Life's been so hard without my laptop. Assignment, online, movies, listen to musics, games, lecture slides, and etc. Sometimes just feeling regret won't change a little thing that happened. Now living my life in rent house. Having myself stuck with an idiot. Thinking back of someone who make a decision not to stay and live with us. His words was true. What do i care and why would i fantasize myself for some idiot? Arrogant little bastard.

I have live my life for so long. This is the first time i made myself look like a dog and yet you calling me an unappreciative guy. Or u calling yourself Mr? I dun have to waste my saliva on my page here talking all about you. There will be no more empty chapters and this is the end.

This semester is tough. Having all those three credits subject come in all together. Lets see: Solid 2, thermo 2, maths 4, economy, wad else? Fluid and solid lab. This semester's going to be hard. Lecturer are all weird too. Lol. Anyway, gotta go. I miss u my lappy. Come back to papa soon. ^^

-Peace Out-
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Orientation Week UTHM 2010/2011

I'm having a hard time to blog ever since i got my laptop's screen cracked the other day during Perodua Eco-Challenge. Still i got a lot to write and crap. Haha. Orientation week just passed. Imagine only hundred plus facilitator handling 2000 plus students. It was hell of a week. We went for training a week before they came into this uni. Training was tough but it was fun. Getting to know more friends as well as going through unimaginable procedure to get ourselves determined.

So i heard that this semester's orientation week was a disaster. Throughout the program, Pak Lah and Sultan Johor came. Messing up the orientation schedule. But it was an unforgettable experience for those juniors. Not to describe them juniors cause some of them even having the same age or older than me. Lol.

Photo of the day! ^^ My anak buah! They are all so cute. Anyway, if u guys are reading this, i just want to thank u guys for the cooperation and everything. It was a nice moment for me as a fasi.

My temporally awek during mhs. Yan (Middle) and her konco-konco in Melewar.

Me and T-rah! T-rah is going to become a teacher soon! ^^

Photo taken during senamrobik! Mhs gang!

Me and Jennifer!

The night where all representative from each college doing their performance.

After Mhs, they organized this bbq party for all fasi located at this Pondok Kayak UTHM. ^^

Loving each others ^^

Me, Yan, Jen, T-rah, and Apihz. Hehe.

Moon (Black shirt) in front! ^^

Taking care of 2000 plus juniors are not easy. But there's always something that made us move on. Sleeping like 4 hours a day in 2 weeks. Exhaustion and sweat are not an excuse. Glad that i help out. Getting to help the juniors, that's something that made us happy.

Widia! My LDK mate! Thankz Widia for helping out with my anak buah! ^^

-Peace Out-
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Auto-Life

Its been months we are preparing ourselves for this upcoming event. Getting myself involve in this auto-life, there's not regret to it. I learn a lot. Wake up early in the morning, 6 days in a week. I remembered the last time i blog, it was like few weeks ago. Now, it's like each and everyone of us are playing our part to get ready and there's just 2 more days left. 26 of June. Wish us luck! ^^

Being a presenter is not easy. The pressure where critics come, each from different people, no matter how hard it is. We must accept them cause each critics will lead us to improvement. Friends, they really do help us a lot. Thanks to them. Their encouragement is something that make us move on.

These few weeks, i had a great time with my team. ^^

UTHM Perodua Eco-Challenge TEAM!

Driver is the one wearing the helmet.

The Naughty Staffs. ^^

Test Drive at Malacca International Motorsport Circuit.

The only she-man in the team! Lol.

En Zahar (Middle) and Project Manager En Sharol (Most right).

The Joy!

Getting involve with UNESCO for the Global Warming issue.

In the end, i'm still me. ^^

Gonna have some hard time blogging next month. My laptop is taking her sick leave. I heard Hui Hui is coming to UTHM! That's great news! At last, more ex-Gapor here! Haha. Welcome to the club Hui! I can't wait to meet u this orientation week! ^^

-Peace Out-


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The Strength To Move On

It's holidays now, but it's working days for me. The difference is that we will never get our pay. ^^ The good thing is we gain experience from it. Done a lot of reading about automotive modification these days. Gonna prepare myself for this upcoming challenge. If we won, we will make UTHM proud. If we lose, they might as well try again next year. But still, i must keep telling myself that i will not give up now. I'd told myself in the beginning that i will stay and i will give myself for this upcoming event. Wish me luck.

Last night, something happened. I'm not sure if it was the effect from the sunburn which i got during that day or something else but i remembered i was tired and exhausted. I slept early. That particular night, i kept hearing sound. Sound which made me woke up in the middle of the night. It happened a few times. I had nightmare too. Nightmare which i can't even remember. I heard footsteps and sound of scratches. Sound of people messing up stuffs. Is it in my head or is it something else. Well, there's no one to answer this. Paranormal or myself? Gonna stick on the bright side. ^^

Last week, i bring an end to a war. Thinking of myself back. My temper. Something that i should control for a better future. Even though things and problems are not going smooth enough. And friends around us are crossing the limit and messing with your nerves. I might as well move on with my life. More or less, its something natural since i know what's the truth in my sight. I just need something that's honest and sincere. Not gonna make myself live in a world full of hypocrites. Faking and running in every single situation would just make things worse. Being proud for something that u are not just make yourself look pathetic. Giving up myself now and move on. There are other people out there that's more important for me to care of. My family. I miss them.

May God shower us with His blessings and may He send His Holy Spirits to guide over us in our life. Amen.

[Thanks Nat for the prayer ^^]

-Peace Out-
Posted by Liong™

A New Chapter Of My Life

A new chapter of my life.

Though few months back,
I was reminded by someone,
But now its over,
When that person chose to let go.

Letting go everything we built,
Cause when i found the part of my life,
Where i truly needed someone,
Then people start to unrecognized you,
As what you really am.

I guess,
Not much people can understand this,
Cause when they say they do,
They are actually not.

They are all memories.

The feelings are like,
Something wrong when i tried,
Just to fill the hole inside my heart,
Its something really wrong when i tried,
Just to be someone that i want to be.

This is not for anyone to decide,
Cause i decide my own life,
What i want to be,
And guess what?

I'm not confuses as u are,
Right or wrong,
Human is just a single entity,
Emotions and feelings are too complicated to be understood.

I've tried my best,
To do well in everything,
But not everything goes smoothly,
As how i want them to be.

But for me,
I won't give up now,
For those things that i want to achieve,
Even if it's like crying for the moon,
I won't give up,
I won't stop being who i am,
Cause this is me.

And now,
The hole is being filled,
I will be the best that i can be,
And i hope,
Everything will goes right,
Cause i really love,
You. ^^

-Peace Out-
Posted by Liong™

A Whole New Day Routine

Its been like 2 weeks here. My holidays are gone! Lol. Been working at automotive lab these days. 3 days in exact actually. First day was like shit. It happened cause we are still trying to get ourselves into the environment. Mei Mei called this as discrimination. Second day, we planned not to go because the first day was like shit. But received called by the president early in the morning asked us to go in the afternoon. So we went there in the afternoon. Second day was not as shitty as the first day but its still like shit. Those staffs were pissed cause we were not there to help out in the morning. Third day which is today. Second day lesson told us not to miss the morning attendance or else the staff will be treating us like shit. We went there early to show our damn face and they felt so damn happy already. They started to recognize us as part of the team, they talked to us, they asked help from us, and they don't treat us as shit as yesterday. And that makes me feel not so shitty anymore. And i hope tomorrow can be less shitty as possible. Hehehe.

Staying here with Mei Mei at his house. Sorry Pet Pet, i carried out ur bed. Sleeping inside ur living room! Lol. Lazy to climb on the bed actually. Yesterday, Parit Raja got this terrible lightning, there's there was one particular scary one. Strike the area here, it was so bright, the moment it disappear, its dark. I received called from Mei Mei. He was frightened to stay at home and he sound like he was crying. Aww. Pity him. Haha. He even called his gf and mom to complain about it. So now im here staying with him. Just to accompany him to fight with his imaginary ghost. Part time ghost buster. Anyway, gotta go.

-Peace Out-
Posted by Liong™

Hypocrite

Sometimes i really hated myself,
Regretting myself on putting much trust,
Where people they like to promise us,
Their sweet words.

All and everything is a lie,
Accepting as in not accepting,
Trust as in not trust,
What the hell?

After all this i've done,
Drawing madness out of me,
Those hatred,
Its gone now.

Starting a new life,
After all these,
Realize or not,
I'm still me.

But now,
Its done,
I got my own now,
And i'm happy.

Hoping that all these hypocriter,
Would just disappear from my life,
Now and forever.

-Peace Out-
Posted by Liong™

End Of 2nd Year 2nd Semester!

Hey! Its been a hard week guyz. Finished my final the other day, material selection and it was kinda disaster. Stayed up the whole night doing the memorizing but it end up not helping in anything. Daim. It was so hard that 2 hours paper we can finished them just in a few minutes. Sigh. The only paper that will destroy everything i tried so hard each semester to achieve.

After final we went to Big Cinema, Bp Mall to watch Iron Man. I was excited at first even though i was so tire. And guess wad! I fell asleep during the movie! Owh my gawd! I thought i was too tire that time for not sleeping for 48 hours but no. It was so daim boring which the last part when they start to fight then i woke up. Waste my movie ticket! Lol.

Anyway, today will be my last day staying at Perwira. Like most of my friend will say! We are free from the Mak Guard and Pak Guard Perwira. Lol. Now i feel like this 2 years just passed by in a blink of eyes. 2 more years to go. The war is getting harder each semester. After this we gonna move to our rent house. Bought a new table and chair that cost me the last few money in my pocket.

Anyway, will take some photos of my rent house! Take care guyz and one more thing! I guess i found one of my missing puzzle in my life. Lol.

-Peace Out-
Posted by Liong™

I Miss You Guys!

8 more hours before my Mechanics of Machine exam. Finished the whole night doing the exercises and examples. Tips were given but still, the theories and applications are all 'crazy'. The only words to describe. Thinking of my next semester, 4 subjects with 3 credits. Its INSANE! Still, everything have to move on. Really hope to achieve the pointer that i want this semester. I have try harder from semester to semester for a better result. Mechanical Engineering and Manufacturing. Thinking back myself, its my dream. Somehow, i can't get to go back Kuching this coming semester break.

I miss my mom.

I miss Ting's Mom Cha Kueh Tiao.


I miss Kolok Mee.


I miss my friends. T.T


Even though sometimes they are a bit emo.


And also sometimes they are a bit crazy.


But i Love them because they are cute. ^^


Guyz! Thanks for everything. Those happiness, they gave me strength to move forward. U guyz really helped me a lot. When i'm in trouble, u guyz will just stand up for me no matter what. I miss u guyz a lot! Even though i can't go back Kuching this coming May and June. Have fun there and take care yeah!

-Peace Out-
Posted by Liong™

Dear God

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there
Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
To hold her when I'm not around,
When i'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
’Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

There's nothing here for me on this barren road
There's no one here while the city sleeps
And all the shops are closed
Can't help but think of the times I've had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
To hold her when I'm not around,
When I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
’Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

Some search, never finding a way
Before long, they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in, to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold
When hope begins to fade...

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
To hold her when I'm not around,
When I'm much too far away
We all need the person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
’Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

Title: Dear God
Artist: Avenged Sevenfold

-Peace Out-
Posted by Liong™

Rowing Trip At Sedim, Kedah

It was 02 April 2010, 9pm where we start our journey from uthm to Sedim River, Kedah. It took approximately 12 hours from our main campus to Sedim River. Reaching there was the most exciting part of all! Its been so long since we seen real jungle cause all we see in Parit Raja everyday are PALM TREE JUNGLE! Just imagine that!

First thing of all when reaching was some briefing given by our lecturer and also the trainers there bout the things that we should do and the things that we should not do. And guess wad? They kept all of our shampoo, tooth brush, tooth paste and leave us with nothing for 3 days! Imagine us for not brushing out teeth and not bath our skin with shampoo for 3 days! Its disgusting and yet its an unforgettable experience!

We were asked to cross the river in group early in the morning! It was so daim cold!

Then the greatest part of all! We were asked to jump inside the river which they claim as water confidence where we have to put our trust fully on our life jacket! Wow! But it was really fun. ^^

Tubing, as one of the water confidence activity and help us learn to balance on the surface of the water.

Buffet in the middle of the jungle! Lol. The food was nice though! I remembered i ate Cempedak Masak Kari! Nice one and their belacan! It taste so daim spicy but nice! Can never find that in Parit Raja.

This is how we wash our plate. Haha.

Just some random photo. That's Aldrin standing wearing white beach pant.

Right: En Syed. Our rowing lecturer.

The first day evening, we were taught to raft. See the guy behind, he's called skipper where he will command us to move forward, backward, or boom. First day we just learn on the basic for rafting.

We play game under the rain after the rafting session. They called it 'papan 3' where we have to move 8 people to a distance by stepping these 3 pieces of wood without touching the surface of the floor. Took us like hours since some of the guyz are big! Lol.

Dinner time! ^^

Ice Breaking session since we hardly know each others.

Morning of the second day. Kayak all the way down stream. 10km journey! This is where i got my sunburn! Haha.

I cut it short. This is where we end! Hehe. I'm in the river with Kay C where he dragged me all the way down stream! It was fun! hahaha.

Pacat! Arhhh! See how big the size of the pacat! Shit! Anyway, that's Rio behind. Recognize his beach pant! Hehe.

Then this is the moment of truth! Rafting on stream! I remember i knocked my elbow on rock while moving down the stream at the part where i fracture last time. Luckily nothing happened to my elbow even though it hurts like hell! Even the paddle got knocked bend. Lol,

Rafting rafting! ^^

Imagine the height we are going thru! Kay C was beside me that time and he fell of the raft! Ahaha.

This is the part where we sit down before we were being push down the fall! Woohoo.

Boom! Wahaha! On the way down the water fall!

Memories after the fall. ^^

After that, we are having bbq. ^^

Long Ge, Me, and Kay C.

Photo of the day! Was laughing my ass out looking at Aldrin becoming Pumpuan Jepun! Hahaha.

After the late night game! That black thingy, guess wad! Its charcoal mix with cooking oil! It smell like shit and feels like shit on ur skin!

Tree Top Walk. The longest Hanging Bridge in Asia if im not mistaken.

Imagine how long the bridge is and if u are afraid of height! Better try this out! I hardly move my leg! Lol.

Group photos. ^^

Last activity before we head back. We were all blind folded. So wad happen next is.

We were asked to cross the river. In the end.

We were asked to bath in mud! Mud therapy! After that we sunbath with all the mud stick on our skin until they dry! Wahh!

Zombies! Haha. It feels good!

That's Kim! ^^

So we head back uthm on Sunday. Reach back hostel on 1am and i remembered i din get the sleep cause was in a rush to finis my Autocad drawing. I did 2 presentation during that day unprepared! Luckily everything goes smoothly! The trip was fun and if u guys got the chance! Dun miss out Sungai Sedin. The Tree Top Walk, put it in your must try list! Glad that i become darker after that. ^^ That all and take care guys!

-Peace Out-
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