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A New Chapter Of My Life

A new chapter of my life.

Though few months back,
I was reminded by someone,
But now its over,
When that person chose to let go.

Letting go everything we built,
Cause when i found the part of my life,
Where i truly needed someone,
Then people start to unrecognized you,
As what you really am.

I guess,
Not much people can understand this,
Cause when they say they do,
They are actually not.

They are all memories.

The feelings are like,
Something wrong when i tried,
Just to fill the hole inside my heart,
Its something really wrong when i tried,
Just to be someone that i want to be.

This is not for anyone to decide,
Cause i decide my own life,
What i want to be,
And guess what?

I'm not confuses as u are,
Right or wrong,
Human is just a single entity,
Emotions and feelings are too complicated to be understood.

I've tried my best,
To do well in everything,
But not everything goes smoothly,
As how i want them to be.

But for me,
I won't give up now,
For those things that i want to achieve,
Even if it's like crying for the moon,
I won't give up,
I won't stop being who i am,
Cause this is me.

And now,
The hole is being filled,
I will be the best that i can be,
And i hope,
Everything will goes right,
Cause i really love,
You. ^^

-Peace Out-
Posted by Liong™

A Whole New Day Routine

Its been like 2 weeks here. My holidays are gone! Lol. Been working at automotive lab these days. 3 days in exact actually. First day was like shit. It happened cause we are still trying to get ourselves into the environment. Mei Mei called this as discrimination. Second day, we planned not to go because the first day was like shit. But received called by the president early in the morning asked us to go in the afternoon. So we went there in the afternoon. Second day was not as shitty as the first day but its still like shit. Those staffs were pissed cause we were not there to help out in the morning. Third day which is today. Second day lesson told us not to miss the morning attendance or else the staff will be treating us like shit. We went there early to show our damn face and they felt so damn happy already. They started to recognize us as part of the team, they talked to us, they asked help from us, and they don't treat us as shit as yesterday. And that makes me feel not so shitty anymore. And i hope tomorrow can be less shitty as possible. Hehehe.

Staying here with Mei Mei at his house. Sorry Pet Pet, i carried out ur bed. Sleeping inside ur living room! Lol. Lazy to climb on the bed actually. Yesterday, Parit Raja got this terrible lightning, there's there was one particular scary one. Strike the area here, it was so bright, the moment it disappear, its dark. I received called from Mei Mei. He was frightened to stay at home and he sound like he was crying. Aww. Pity him. Haha. He even called his gf and mom to complain about it. So now im here staying with him. Just to accompany him to fight with his imaginary ghost. Part time ghost buster. Anyway, gotta go.

-Peace Out-
Posted by Liong™

Hypocrite

Sometimes i really hated myself,
Regretting myself on putting much trust,
Where people they like to promise us,
Their sweet words.

All and everything is a lie,
Accepting as in not accepting,
Trust as in not trust,
What the hell?

After all this i've done,
Drawing madness out of me,
Those hatred,
Its gone now.

Starting a new life,
After all these,
Realize or not,
I'm still me.

But now,
Its done,
I got my own now,
And i'm happy.

Hoping that all these hypocriter,
Would just disappear from my life,
Now and forever.

-Peace Out-
Posted by Liong™

End Of 2nd Year 2nd Semester!

Hey! Its been a hard week guyz. Finished my final the other day, material selection and it was kinda disaster. Stayed up the whole night doing the memorizing but it end up not helping in anything. Daim. It was so hard that 2 hours paper we can finished them just in a few minutes. Sigh. The only paper that will destroy everything i tried so hard each semester to achieve.

After final we went to Big Cinema, Bp Mall to watch Iron Man. I was excited at first even though i was so tire. And guess wad! I fell asleep during the movie! Owh my gawd! I thought i was too tire that time for not sleeping for 48 hours but no. It was so daim boring which the last part when they start to fight then i woke up. Waste my movie ticket! Lol.

Anyway, today will be my last day staying at Perwira. Like most of my friend will say! We are free from the Mak Guard and Pak Guard Perwira. Lol. Now i feel like this 2 years just passed by in a blink of eyes. 2 more years to go. The war is getting harder each semester. After this we gonna move to our rent house. Bought a new table and chair that cost me the last few money in my pocket.

Anyway, will take some photos of my rent house! Take care guyz and one more thing! I guess i found one of my missing puzzle in my life. Lol.

-Peace Out-
Posted by Liong™

I Miss You Guys!

8 more hours before my Mechanics of Machine exam. Finished the whole night doing the exercises and examples. Tips were given but still, the theories and applications are all 'crazy'. The only words to describe. Thinking of my next semester, 4 subjects with 3 credits. Its INSANE! Still, everything have to move on. Really hope to achieve the pointer that i want this semester. I have try harder from semester to semester for a better result. Mechanical Engineering and Manufacturing. Thinking back myself, its my dream. Somehow, i can't get to go back Kuching this coming semester break.

I miss my mom.

I miss Ting's Mom Cha Kueh Tiao.


I miss Kolok Mee.


I miss my friends. T.T


Even though sometimes they are a bit emo.


And also sometimes they are a bit crazy.


But i Love them because they are cute. ^^


Guyz! Thanks for everything. Those happiness, they gave me strength to move forward. U guyz really helped me a lot. When i'm in trouble, u guyz will just stand up for me no matter what. I miss u guyz a lot! Even though i can't go back Kuching this coming May and June. Have fun there and take care yeah!

-Peace Out-
Posted by Liong™

Dear God

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there
Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
To hold her when I'm not around,
When i'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
’Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

There's nothing here for me on this barren road
There's no one here while the city sleeps
And all the shops are closed
Can't help but think of the times I've had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
To hold her when I'm not around,
When I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
’Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

Some search, never finding a way
Before long, they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in, to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold
When hope begins to fade...

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
To hold her when I'm not around,
When I'm much too far away
We all need the person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
’Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

Title: Dear God
Artist: Avenged Sevenfold

-Peace Out-
Posted by Liong™

Rowing Trip At Sedim, Kedah

It was 02 April 2010, 9pm where we start our journey from uthm to Sedim River, Kedah. It took approximately 12 hours from our main campus to Sedim River. Reaching there was the most exciting part of all! Its been so long since we seen real jungle cause all we see in Parit Raja everyday are PALM TREE JUNGLE! Just imagine that!

First thing of all when reaching was some briefing given by our lecturer and also the trainers there bout the things that we should do and the things that we should not do. And guess wad? They kept all of our shampoo, tooth brush, tooth paste and leave us with nothing for 3 days! Imagine us for not brushing out teeth and not bath our skin with shampoo for 3 days! Its disgusting and yet its an unforgettable experience!

We were asked to cross the river in group early in the morning! It was so daim cold!

Then the greatest part of all! We were asked to jump inside the river which they claim as water confidence where we have to put our trust fully on our life jacket! Wow! But it was really fun. ^^

Tubing, as one of the water confidence activity and help us learn to balance on the surface of the water.

Buffet in the middle of the jungle! Lol. The food was nice though! I remembered i ate Cempedak Masak Kari! Nice one and their belacan! It taste so daim spicy but nice! Can never find that in Parit Raja.

This is how we wash our plate. Haha.

Just some random photo. That's Aldrin standing wearing white beach pant.

Right: En Syed. Our rowing lecturer.

The first day evening, we were taught to raft. See the guy behind, he's called skipper where he will command us to move forward, backward, or boom. First day we just learn on the basic for rafting.

We play game under the rain after the rafting session. They called it 'papan 3' where we have to move 8 people to a distance by stepping these 3 pieces of wood without touching the surface of the floor. Took us like hours since some of the guyz are big! Lol.

Dinner time! ^^

Ice Breaking session since we hardly know each others.

Morning of the second day. Kayak all the way down stream. 10km journey! This is where i got my sunburn! Haha.

I cut it short. This is where we end! Hehe. I'm in the river with Kay C where he dragged me all the way down stream! It was fun! hahaha.

Pacat! Arhhh! See how big the size of the pacat! Shit! Anyway, that's Rio behind. Recognize his beach pant! Hehe.

Then this is the moment of truth! Rafting on stream! I remember i knocked my elbow on rock while moving down the stream at the part where i fracture last time. Luckily nothing happened to my elbow even though it hurts like hell! Even the paddle got knocked bend. Lol,

Rafting rafting! ^^

Imagine the height we are going thru! Kay C was beside me that time and he fell of the raft! Ahaha.

This is the part where we sit down before we were being push down the fall! Woohoo.

Boom! Wahaha! On the way down the water fall!

Memories after the fall. ^^

After that, we are having bbq. ^^

Long Ge, Me, and Kay C.

Photo of the day! Was laughing my ass out looking at Aldrin becoming Pumpuan Jepun! Hahaha.

After the late night game! That black thingy, guess wad! Its charcoal mix with cooking oil! It smell like shit and feels like shit on ur skin!

Tree Top Walk. The longest Hanging Bridge in Asia if im not mistaken.

Imagine how long the bridge is and if u are afraid of height! Better try this out! I hardly move my leg! Lol.

Group photos. ^^

Last activity before we head back. We were all blind folded. So wad happen next is.

We were asked to cross the river. In the end.

We were asked to bath in mud! Mud therapy! After that we sunbath with all the mud stick on our skin until they dry! Wahh!

Zombies! Haha. It feels good!

That's Kim! ^^

So we head back uthm on Sunday. Reach back hostel on 1am and i remembered i din get the sleep cause was in a rush to finis my Autocad drawing. I did 2 presentation during that day unprepared! Luckily everything goes smoothly! The trip was fun and if u guys got the chance! Dun miss out Sungai Sedin. The Tree Top Walk, put it in your must try list! Glad that i become darker after that. ^^ That all and take care guys!

-Peace Out-
Posted by Liong™
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