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12/12/2010

Gawd! I've abandoned my blog to rotten for more than 2 months. Been working my days out digging and searching for extra income. Life just become more busy. Monday until Sunday without knowing rest. Somehow there always one thing that keep me move on. ^^ Learning to wake up early in the morning.

Guess wad! Tonight i'm gonna be flying back Kuching! Hey mom, miss me not? Lol. Its been nearly a year since i step my foot back in hometown.

This 2 months, i learn a lot. It's nothing about learning other people. It's more about learning about yourself. The society itself. I've been here 2 years and this is the first time i developed skills. I've been working and working and working. There's always something new in everything you try.

Talking about 'Love'. Well this is something people they should experience themselves. I'm falling deeply. ^^

Oops talking about finals. Nothing much to comment about that. Been working my ass out for money and also my studies. Just hope my results are good this semester.

That all for today. My flight: 8.30pm. Gonna start packing my stuff.

-Peace Out-

04/09/2010

Its been so long since i blog. Having a hard time to blog and online ever since i start living my life at rent house. Damn TM. Cause their service sucks! We have been waiting for months and what the heck, yesterday then those technician came to fix and install the phone. They said next week they will come and install streamyx and lets just hope that's not another empty promise.

Guess what? I got myself stomache again. Not sure its gastric or diarrhea. I've been releasing liquid form of waste these days and luckily today its not in liquid form anymore. Daim. Wish if my mom was here, she would bring me to clinics instead to PKU which stands for Pusat Kesihatan Universiti which they gave the the same meds even tho it's the second time i went there because their stupid meds have no intention in curing sickness.

Just feel so unlucky this semester cause all sorts of accidents coming all together. I feel like a time bomb now waiting for time to explode before insanity take over. Used up all my pt money supposing+ly for my studies, they are all gone to replace my laptop screen. Even if i have to say that everything happen for reasons, but still this semester really sucks for me. I called my mom the other day asking her for some money, feeling sorry tho but then i got accuse of going to club for drinks or something when i used up the money to pay bills and stuffs. I can't believe that myself but can't blame anyone too cause my mom can't see wad im doing here. When i starve myself to save those money end up having stomach pain.

Those are all challenges. Just have to blame myself for being naughty and gave bad impression to the old and wise one. ^^

Friends? Let's rewind back what Nat told me the other day: 'Quality matters over quantity'. What can i say? Even good guys they can stab u at the back. Its like wearing mask like most of the people said or we can describe them as hypocrite. At first it does hurts, but in time, those things they are not worth to be think of anymore. Meaning: They don't matters anymore. I've been living my life in this corrupted world for long. Seen all sorts of people we describe them as friends. But true friends sometimes can be a myth or fairy tales. I know who my true friends are and i appreciate them. I really do. ^^ 'Love is patient and love is kind, love is not jealous'.

Anyway, shitting my craps long enough and i guess that's the most to it. (Sorry for my bad words cause i'm used to it) Wishing the good for the future.

-Peace Out-

Selamat Hari Raya! ^^

First of All:

I want to wish all my friends that celebrate raya a


Selamat Hari Raya!

Take care during the holidays guys and see you guys after holiday. ^^

-Peace Out-

08 August 2010 (11.07pm)

Life's been so hard without my laptop. Assignment, online, movies, listen to musics, games, lecture slides, and etc. Sometimes just feeling regret won't change a little thing that happened. Now living my life in rent house. Having myself stuck with an idiot. Thinking back of someone who make a decision not to stay and live with us. His words was true. What do i care and why would i fantasize myself for some idiot? Arrogant little bastard.

I have live my life for so long. This is the first time i made myself look like a dog and yet you calling me an unappreciative guy. Or u calling yourself Mr? I dun have to waste my saliva on my page here talking all about you. There will be no more empty chapters and this is the end.

This semester is tough. Having all those three credits subject come in all together. Lets see: Solid 2, thermo 2, maths 4, economy, wad else? Fluid and solid lab. This semester's going to be hard. Lecturer are all weird too. Lol. Anyway, gotta go. I miss u my lappy. Come back to papa soon. ^^

-Peace Out-

Orientation Week UTHM 2010/2011

I'm having a hard time to blog ever since i got my laptop's screen cracked the other day during Perodua Eco-Challenge. Still i got a lot to write and crap. Haha. Orientation week just passed. Imagine only hundred plus facilitator handling 2000 plus students. It was hell of a week. We went for training a week before they came into this uni. Training was tough but it was fun. Getting to know more friends as well as going through unimaginable procedure to get ourselves determined.

So i heard that this semester's orientation week was a disaster. Throughout the program, Pak Lah and Sultan Johor came. Messing up the orientation schedule. But it was an unforgettable experience for those juniors. Not to describe them juniors cause some of them even having the same age or older than me. Lol.

Photo of the day! ^^ My anak buah! They are all so cute. Anyway, if u guys are reading this, i just want to thank u guys for the cooperation and everything. It was a nice moment for me as a fasi.

My temporally awek during mhs. Yan (Middle) and her konco-konco in Melewar.

Me and T-rah! T-rah is going to become a teacher soon! ^^

Photo taken during senamrobik! Mhs gang!

Me and Jennifer!

The night where all representative from each college doing their performance.

After Mhs, they organized this bbq party for all fasi located at this Pondok Kayak UTHM. ^^

Loving each others ^^

Me, Yan, Jen, T-rah, and Apihz. Hehe.

Moon (Black shirt) in front! ^^

Taking care of 2000 plus juniors are not easy. But there's always something that made us move on. Sleeping like 4 hours a day in 2 weeks. Exhaustion and sweat are not an excuse. Glad that i help out. Getting to help the juniors, that's something that made us happy.

Widia! My LDK mate! Thankz Widia for helping out with my anak buah! ^^

-Peace Out-

Auto-Life

Its been months we are preparing ourselves for this upcoming event. Getting myself involve in this auto-life, there's not regret to it. I learn a lot. Wake up early in the morning, 6 days in a week. I remembered the last time i blog, it was like few weeks ago. Now, it's like each and everyone of us are playing our part to get ready and there's just 2 more days left. 26 of June. Wish us luck! ^^

Being a presenter is not easy. The pressure where critics come, each from different people, no matter how hard it is. We must accept them cause each critics will lead us to improvement. Friends, they really do help us a lot. Thanks to them. Their encouragement is something that make us move on.

These few weeks, i had a great time with my team. ^^

UTHM Perodua Eco-Challenge TEAM!

Driver is the one wearing the helmet.

The Naughty Staffs. ^^

Test Drive at Malacca International Motorsport Circuit.

The only she-man in the team! Lol.

En Zahar (Middle) and Project Manager En Sharol (Most right).

The Joy!

Getting involve with UNESCO for the Global Warming issue.

In the end, i'm still me. ^^

Gonna have some hard time blogging next month. My laptop is taking her sick leave. I heard Hui Hui is coming to UTHM! That's great news! At last, more ex-Gapor here! Haha. Welcome to the club Hui! I can't wait to meet u this orientation week! ^^

-Peace Out-


The Strength To Move On

It's holidays now, but it's working days for me. The difference is that we will never get our pay. ^^ The good thing is we gain experience from it. Done a lot of reading about automotive modification these days. Gonna prepare myself for this upcoming challenge. If we won, we will make UTHM proud. If we lose, they might as well try again next year. But still, i must keep telling myself that i will not give up now. I'd told myself in the beginning that i will stay and i will give myself for this upcoming event. Wish me luck.

Last night, something happened. I'm not sure if it was the effect from the sunburn which i got during that day or something else but i remembered i was tired and exhausted. I slept early. That particular night, i kept hearing sound. Sound which made me woke up in the middle of the night. It happened a few times. I had nightmare too. Nightmare which i can't even remember. I heard footsteps and sound of scratches. Sound of people messing up stuffs. Is it in my head or is it something else. Well, there's no one to answer this. Paranormal or myself? Gonna stick on the bright side. ^^

Last week, i bring an end to a war. Thinking of myself back. My temper. Something that i should control for a better future. Even though things and problems are not going smooth enough. And friends around us are crossing the limit and messing with your nerves. I might as well move on with my life. More or less, its something natural since i know what's the truth in my sight. I just need something that's honest and sincere. Not gonna make myself live in a world full of hypocrites. Faking and running in every single situation would just make things worse. Being proud for something that u are not just make yourself look pathetic. Giving up myself now and move on. There are other people out there that's more important for me to care of. My family. I miss them.

May God shower us with His blessings and may He send His Holy Spirits to guide over us in our life. Amen.

[Thanks Nat for the prayer ^^]

-Peace Out-
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